Waaaa...dah lama gle rasanya xupdate blog aku ni.
hmmm..hrni 23 nov, aku keje mcm biasa jer..cumanya diri terasa makin jauh dgn seseorg yg aku dah anggap mcm kawan baik..
knp perlu jadi mcm tu ek?
pelik bin ajaib btol..tp,biasala..manusia kan cepat berubah..
xpela, aku xkesah pun even rasa kecik ati yg teramat sgt..sbbnya dulu kami rapat,tp,, tetiba jauh..dan makin jauh..
hmmm...beralih pada topik lain.
aku punya perasaaan.mcm org lain jugak.
perasaan utk menynyangi dan disayangi.
aku rs aku ni mcm xde jodoh ngn sesape jer..
klu jmp pun, semua jenis yg suka nk amik kesempatan.i hate dat!!
xde ke lelaki dlm dunia ni yg baik utk aku??
knp semua ni perlu terjadi ke ats diriku?
aku xsalahkan takdir,mungkin ia dah pun tertulis..
aku reda jerla klu mmg xde jodoh aku dgn sesiapa..
walaupun pedihi nk menerima...tp, tabahkan jua hati ini..
rasa sunyi yg teramat bila rakan2 lain punya teman yg boleh berkongsi setiap perkara..
tp,aku..aku tak punya sesiapa...maksudku teman istimewa.
tp, aku tetap bersyukur kerna aku punya sahabat, yang sentiasa menemani di kala susah dan senang..
haih!jgn mengeluh, Azila..come on!
aku perlu teruskan perjuangan...hidup ini masih pnjg..
byk lagi yg perlu aku lalui..
Fokus pada yg 1...kerja!cari duit..tunaikan impian yg belum tercapai..:)
Monday, November 23, 2009
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 6:31 PM 1 comments
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
It's about a feeling..
It's very hard when we talk about feeling..
love is something abstract..xde org pun yg boley bgtau apa tu CINTA yg sbnrnya..
u'll know when u feel it urself..
undescribeable...huhuhuhu
I think i like sum1 but i dun even know weather he likes me too..
but i dun think so.
it is impossible to happened bcoz we live in two diffeerent world..
i think we couldn't make it..
bcoz i know he likes someone else..
mayb someone more attractive than me..
I'm afraid to express my feeling bcoz i dun want to lose him..
he is my best fren here..
he always cheer me up..
he always b there for me when i faced problem..
hmmm..how come i feel like this,huh?
no,no,no,...i have to wake up!..
Azila, u r nobody..
he has a lots of choices..n it is impossible for him to choose u!!!
Ya,ya....i have to stand on the reality..
the reality is..we weren't meant to b together..
U n me r two different people..
even when the worlds collide, u still can't b wit him..
That's the fact! so, stop ur daydreaming!!!..
but, i must b sad if he wit someone else...
that's very hard to accept..
mayb after dat i have to make a move..
go as far as i can..
pretend like i dun know him b4...
Hmmm..why life is so difficult?
why we can't get what we want?
its a faith that can't b question..
there's must b sumthing behind all those things..
mayb God has created someone better for me?
juz think +ve..
but for now..i'm still seraching...n hope i can find my true love soon..:)
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 10:54 PM 1 comments
Friday, April 10, 2009
Mungkin Perasaan Saja.....
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 6:50 PM 1 comments
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Ape ni??erggghhhhh...
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 6:48 PM 0 comments
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Besar sgtkah anda???
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 6:27 PM 0 comments
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Aku tahu pasti ada.....
Sebab dia baik ke...sebab dia sayang ke??Sebab dia caring ke???
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 6:07 PM 3 comments
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Perhimpunan Agung UMNO ke-59
Sgt bertuah rasanya diri ni sbb dipilih utk cover pasal Perhimpunan Agung UMNO ke-59, 24-28 Mac 2009 kt PWTC....
Kenangan bersama Datuk Mustapa Mohamad
Posted by Emo_Elmo at 9:22 AM 2 comments